I can't do this. Please stop. Please fucking stop! Three nights. I have not slept in three nights. My brain won't leave me be. Memories I don't want. Memories of people I can't have! There is so much on my mind There is so much I want to say. Yet I can't because it will do me no good! No good! I have what I don't want. I have what doesn't make me happy. The things I need are so far away. The things I ache for refuse me. And I can't do this! There is no peace for me. No peace for people like me. We do not sleep at night. We do not get restfull sleep in the day. Our minds. My mind. Its always full attack. Always out to make me pay. Its my own